In a Rush

The world is in a rush.

It's too fast, I can't keep up. I keep telling my self, it's okay to stay behind, once in a while.

But if it's really fine, why don't I feel so? Even now I feel abandoned. Left out. By the world that has brought me so far. Making me the person I am today. A person who is luckier than so many people on earth. Or so the world thinks.

Hhh...

Why was I conceived in the first place? Why did I get spared during my mom's battle on the day I was born? Why did the world cared so much that I can still stand on my own feet 'til today? But not enough to be easy on me, on the lessons life has for me?
Hhh...