Saya Kangen

Gileee I didn't know until now how much I can miss a GOOD internet connection *sigh*

Sempet sih, sinyalnya lumayan, tetapi...ih waktu lelet najis tralala trilili. Buka Google aja setaun. Gosh. I never realized how lucky I was compared to those agan-agan Kaskus yang kalo nge-net mesti pake Smart dkk. Gue sih enak dulu, bisa pake high speed internet connection yang gak mesti dibacain doa dulu biar jalan gak pake putus.

Anyway... I feel so thankful for the fact that I can blog in my own room again.

Melihat post gue yang terakhir...Gosh, it was a huge mess. Awful in so many ways. Bahasa Inggris-nya gak penting, isinya apalagi. Kelamaan gak pake internet dan nge-blog bikin gue jadi kurang civilized, sepertinya.

Huhuhu, senangya bisa nge-net lagi di kamar sendiri. Akhirnya rasa kangen gue terobati.

In a Rush

The world is in a rush.

It's too fast, I can't keep up. I keep telling my self, it's okay to stay behind, once in a while.

But if it's really fine, why don't I feel so? Even now I feel abandoned. Left out. By the world that has brought me so far. Making me the person I am today. A person who is luckier than so many people on earth. Or so the world thinks.

Hhh...

Why was I conceived in the first place? Why did I get spared during my mom's battle on the day I was born? Why did the world cared so much that I can still stand on my own feet 'til today? But not enough to be easy on me, on the lessons life has for me?
Hhh...